Well, here I am. Sitting, dwelling, and just contemplating my next move. #stuckinarut I am now a 28 year old mother of two young wonderful yet wild boys. I also work a full-time Monday thru Friday Kitchen Design job, while trying to balance a relationship with my husband, maintaining friendships, and trying to catch up on housework/errands. Which sorry to burst your bubble but it usually never all happens in a given day, week, and sometimes month.
Sometimes, I sit back and think of the good old days when I use to be active and in shape. Oh, the time when I was the sweeper on my high school soccer team or was the running back on a tackle football team. Yes, I said tackle football. Doing those team workouts and many others made me now realize, I don't have the self-motivation that I thought I had. I was so use to working in a team environment that now, on my own, I was clueless! I had no clue how to workout all the areas of my body, manage #adulting, let alone cooking healthy for myself and my family. That's when I realized, things need to change before it is too late. I mean, habits are hard to break but a complete overhaul of my life? That I have to do now and I mean right now.
I mean, if I don't do it now when will I? I also need and want my boys to look up to me. Currently, yes they look up to me but I don't want them to learn my eating habits and not see me being active. I want them to see the best me! I want myself to see the best me! That's why I need to do this now, and I will do this. I will 100% do this! Yes, I know and understand I will have good days and bad days, maybe even a bad week but in the end I will reach the goal that I want to achieve.
My goal is not strictly about weight, its about learning to be comfortable in my own body. Gosh, can I tell you that this mom-bod that I have going on is definitely pushing me out of my comfort zone. That will change though! Just like my eating habits will change. For goodness sakes, I had cauliflower mash yesterday and loved it! Who would have thought that!
Just come along with me on this journey and I will share the knowledge I learn and what does and doesn't work for me. Hopefully along the way I will help others too.
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